I
had a horrible nightmare! I was dreaming
I had another abortion. Oh my gosh, it
was a horrid dream. I didn't know why I
was having another abortion, and I kept questioning that very fact. In my dream, I saw myself walking in what was
supposed to be a Planned Parenthood and being directed to the room where the
abortion would take place. I kept
thinking, “I can’t believe I’m doing this!” And I remember telling myself, “You don’t have
to do this!” I had the procedure done
and was consequently being directed to sit in a recovery area. As I was led there and shown to where I
should have my recovery, I remember seeing someone else’s drops of blood on the
same bench where I was being told to sit.
I thought how nasty that was and how I didn't want to go sit there. Throughout the entire dream I kept repeating
in my mind, over and over, “I can’t believe I am having another abortion”, “Why would I do this when I hate abortion so much and have talked about hating it
and being against it?”
