I have neglected posting on this blog for far too long. The busyness of life has constantly gotten in the way of my time to write. I desperately want to be able to catch up to present day. Intense grief has finally passed.
I will pick up where I last left off after my post on telling our children. Once again, I will mostly tell the story using my journal entries as much as possible.
In October of 2009, as I had wrapped up the post-abortive study, I found myself completely drained and exhausted. The intensity of dealing with all of the emotions, memories, and the grief of the abortion sapped all my energy. I had to force myself to do daily life. I only wanted to rest and sleep.
“All the emotions taking place over the last few weeks have really caught up to me.”
I spent lots of time writing for this blog and typing up my experiences.
